Ashley Jamesさんのインスタグラム写真 - (Ashley JamesInstagram)「The happiest of summer days. 🔆 Our household is hectic at the moment due to the lack of sleep, Tommy and I both working hard, and then trying to be the best parents we can be to both Alf and Ada - meeting them in their very different stages. 🤍 But these are my absolute favourite moments of the day. The end of the day when we switch off from work for a few hours and we're all together. Outside in the garden. I just love summer. I wish it was heatwave season all year round. Give me hot air and sunshine any time. 🙏 If I'm honest, my day didn't start off so good. Well, it did in that Alf slept until 6am and Ada until I woke her up at 6:30am! But then I felt super anxious and panicky. I'm so happy in this postpartum stage but I also find myself getting really overwhelmed easily. The only way I can describe it is that my brain has too many tabs open and I just keep scrolling from each one frantically - not completing anything and not being able to close them. Whether it's worrying about Ada's hips, comforting her after vaccines, breastfeeding on demand, researching activities for Alf, planning shoots and world domination at work, and some personal stuff... there's a LOT going on. But I'm actually just being kind to myself as I know there's hormones and tiredness and whatever else. Does anyone else feel like this? I find writing lists is really helping me compartmentalise and prioritize my thoughts. Anyway, none of it matters for these few blissful hours at home, with my beautiful family. PS WHO DOES ADA LOOK LIKE NOW? Tommy says me and I say him!」6月14日 5時21分