ニーナ・メルセデスのインスタグラム(lifewithmariza) - 4月11日 03時42分

#ThankfulSundays I am working a lot on personal development and everyday I see change and I realize things about myself. Herbalife is more than supplements it’s support, love and making you feel like your not alone because weight loss is hard and sometimes it’s emotional. We shed weight and we shed the things that hold us back so we can become great. I can’t be great until I let go of things in my past. I’ve never shared this but I feel like it’s the right time and it’s hard but I hope it helps one of you today.
I told you I lost my parents over a decade ago I was in my 20’s my brother was a teen and my parents had been raising my first son who was 4 at the time he lived with them since he was like 1 they raised him because I was 15 when I had him. So my mom passed suddenly and about a month later my dad committed suicide I remember standing outside the house as people came in and emptied the house, took the car, we had to be out and we had no where to go. I looked at my son who was crying uncontrollably because in his mind he had just lost his parents. My brother was in shock and looked so empty and I didn’t know what I was going to do we were basically homeless and we were trying to plan a funeral. I remember filling up with anger. That night I had a fight with my sister who came to support me I kicked her out and said some things I regret. When I was finally alone I remember having a complete breakdown I was screaming at god and saying why would you do this to us to my son to my brother. I told him that he left me and that I hated him and I have no faith. That my God would never do that to me. In that moment I lost my faith and that started my downward spiral.
About 4-5 years ago I decided to try and heal myself and turn my life around I wanted a cleaning so I went back to church and I asked God to forgive me. I used fitness as a way to escape the guilt of all the things I had done but I always felt like was undeserving of love and forgiveness because of all the bad things I had said and done but I kept praying and just kept my faith. I listen to motivational speeches during my cardio and it hit me yesterday. ??Continued in comments??

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