エヴァンジェリン・リリーのインスタグラム(evangelinelillyofficial) - 3月15日 02時17分

#waspworkout ??‍♀️ #fear
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Hi guys. I value so much that you are all out there, somewhere, connecting to me in some way...listening.
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Months back I wrote some posts to you, one about #theponch and one about #fivepoundsforluck. In #theponch, I admitted to you that, while I loved my womanly ponch in private, I hadn’t yet found the courage to love it in public and in #fiveppoundsforluck I admitted that I felt torn between being the healthiest version of myself, and looking the way I feel I “should” on camera. Then you all sent me away to say 20 Hail Marys and 7 Our Fathers. .
I’m coming back to you today because something has shifted in me since I started openly talking about these things, since I started trying to put deep, inner, private thoughts and feelings “out there” and I want you to know how powerful speaking-my-fears has been.
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Last week I traveled to LA and did some photoshoots. Normally my routine for this would involve upping my exercise and tightening up my eating a little to lose those #fivepoundsforluck. But, as the date of departure drew nearer and nearer I just...didn’t. I just carried on being me, doing my normal thing, which is healthy anyway.
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When I arrived to both shoots, a myriad of circumstances resulted in my having the poofiest face EVER, which I can’t at all get away with at my age, and...I just didn’t really care.
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Both shoots came and went with a kind of centered calm, a self-assurance that all that matters, AT ALL, is who is shinning out from behind these (poofy ?) eyes. We all know this, but actually fully feeling it, believing it, embracing it and EMBODYING it felt...incredible. It felt, frankly, womanly. I felt mature, and sexy because no self-loathing seemed to be able to enter me. No self-disrespect. No shallow self-demands.
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I’ve always known that I’m smart, and pretty and have a beautiful, healthy body. But last week might have been the first time, on camera, that I truly TRUSTED that and let go of the voices in my head that like to always demand I be “better”.
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So, thank you for being a part of my journey, for your affirmations and just for listening. You impact me and I desire, so much, to do that for you, also. xx

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