カーラ・オッサさんのインスタグラム写真 - (カーラ・オッサInstagram)「33 years without you, but it has never hit as hard as this year… I LOVE YOU MOMMY! I had just turn 7 y/o a week before you went up to heaven. When I think about me at 7, I only see a few pictures without emotions in my mind, but today… I look at Leanna, who just turned 7 a week ago and I can see and for first time understand who I was at that age…. The way of thinking, the ability or lack of understanding, the behavior, and how everything affects and shapes her personality. Today I see myself in Leanna and for the first time I feel sorry for that little girl (me) and understand why I am who I am today. Specially why I may always seem strong and under control when I reality I simply learned at a very young age to keep my emotions to myself. After that day, I never saw another picture of my mom, never saw her family again, barely ever even heard her name again 😢 I do remember sitting as close to the window as I could, looking up to the sky searching for the brightest star and imagining it was her looking at me… and she could see my new favorite outfit 🥹. I was never asked how felt… I simply had to move on, but did I? I see Leanna today and I can’t imagine telling her that her mom has passed…. Imagine watching her live her life without me , understanding more than ever that there is nothing like mom’s love. God it hurts!… It hurts more than ever because for the very first time I see how it affected me then and how it still does. I miss you, mom. I know you are in paradise and proud of who I have become, but your absence hurts deeply today because I needed you then and still need you today and there’s nothing I crave more than a big hug from you.」9月28日 2時12分