アシュリー・ワグナーさんのインスタグラム写真 - (アシュリー・ワグナーInstagram)「One year out from Beijing 2022 has put a lot of insta pics from Pyeongchang 2018 into my feed. A lot of feelings have been brought back up, and I’m realizing most of it is still so raw. Three years out and I still see those pictures and remember just how intensely alone I felt in those moments. Standing on the outside looking in, watching the practices I wanted to be training on, hearing the crowd cheer for someone else, it was like having my worst heartbreak dangled in front of me. I was able to go to Pyeongchang and cover the event on the media side, and I just wanted to turn a big ol’ lemon into lemonade. This pic was taken covering a snowboarding event. I had just finished crying on the phone asking someone on my team if I could go home. It was so much harder than I thought it would be. I wasn’t sure if I would ever really get past it. I still feel those intense feelings, but the knife is a little less dull. I look around at my life now and know it’s different because I didn’t compete in 2018, and maybe it’s not better but it is definitely not worse, and that’s all I can ask for. Feeling weird but still grateful.」2月10日 10時21分