Elisabeth Riouxさんのインスタグラム写真 - (Elisabeth RiouxInstagram)「It’s been about 30 minutes since I’m in front of these photos I love just trying to find a caption or something to talk about but I guess now that’s what I’m talking about 🤨 writting my long ass captions here have always been a therapy for me, I used to post everyday and sometimes twice a day and write all of my feelings here. I stopped doing that everyday about when I got pregnant, at first it was because the pregnancy was a secret I wanted to keep for myself for a while, then my life got pretty messed up and still wanted to keep things for myself. I didn’t want to talk about things I wasn’t feeling or just create something that didn’t exist so I told myself to only come here when everything was going fine but how is that supposed to be a therapy if you only write about positive things ? Idk , i just felt like loosing the connection i had with all of you, I love photography and even more travel photography ! It really is my passion but I stopped doing it (for a good reason : covid - wolfie) oh and btw the “negative” i am talking about has nothiiiiiiing to do with Wolfie, it was more a feeling. At least it wasn’t an everyday thing, as soon as things were getting better I was SOOO excited and everytime I felt like it was the right one ! The moment when everything was back to place and it would stay forever like that, I was so hopefull, probably because of Wolfie I loved her so much (still love her more than anything) but at one point you just need to put a stop on unacceptable things, you need to escape from what you’re going through completely and stop thinking it’ll happen by itself. Don’t hold yourself or anyone else accountable, that’s just life and it’ll be fine one day. WELL, what i really wanted to say is ; I’ve been trying many ways to make me feel better but the only thing I haven’t tried is what actually made me feel good for all the years before ; photography + writting my feelings + interacting with you on it . I love having your perspective it always makes me feel good to relate to people, and I’m now giving myself the goal to restart posting everyday (well i’ll start by every 2 days haha) , let’s see if it works for me, LOVE 🐺 ❤️」10月8日 5時51分