Elisabeth Riouxさんのインスタグラム写真 - (Elisabeth RiouxInstagram)「I have to admit, since I’m a mom I’m having a big identity crisis, I don’t know who I am and who I want to be.. obviously I want to be a good mom and I’m very confident that I am but it seems like it’s taking literally 1000% of my identity, no matter what I do or think I’m always thinking “would a mom do that?” Even if it has absolutely nothing to do with my mom’s skills. Biggest example I’m facing everyday : what I’ll be wearing 🤦🏼‍♀️ I’m such a mess and often decide to just stay home or wear my pyjama for the day (as if it was better) , whenever I pick the clothes I actually always liked I’m like “omg no it’s too revealing” and then I pick something I consider a mom would wear (lol it doesn’t even make sense when I write it) and I’m like : oh no that’s not my style at all ! Same for these pics, I really loved them but didn’t post it cause “a mom wouldn’t reveal her ass on ig” BUT IT DOESN’T MAKE SENSEEEEEEE 😭 I became so paranoid about “looking like a mom” as if it meant something but I just lost myself into that ! I love levis shorts, I love bikini photos, I love travel photos, I love long ass hair, I love long lashes, I love feeling sexy and not only cute all the time. And all that won’t affect my baby. So from now it’s my new goals : I want to get back my identity, I want to do it respectfully for my baby girl and go back to my convictions : bikini photos have nothing sexual, I love designing bikinis and representing them and I CAN (me trying to convince mysef rip) ... SOOO WELCOME TO MY HEAD , i don’t know who I am anymore but I’m still very happy to be a mom (probably too much) 🦋 @hoaka_swimwear ♻️👙♻️👙」9月16日 3時46分