ラライン・シャーさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ラライン・シャーInstagram)「2019 things that I went through felt like it was driving me insane. Then again. Feelings, must remain feelings. Facts are facts. Feelings are often mere reactions to the stories we make up in our head about the facts. Mostly only true to us. What got me through was gratitude, self motivation and some really loving human beings. I know now that my state of mind is much more important than what happens or ends up happening in life. When our state of mind is in a good and healthy place, we can overcome any adversities without too much pain. Pain unfortunately is impossible to avoid. Loving and being loved also means risking hearts being broken. This year instead of distracting myself as I do, I took it. I took the pain, I took efforts to understand it, I worked on myself as much and as intensely as I could away from the comforts of home. I’m sure many of you will laugh when I say this if you just flip through pictures on social media! I am one very insistent on not showing my “sweat”. The struggle was well worth it and the uncomfortable process has now made me more comfortable in my own skin then I have ever been. Being an artist and a vessel for emotions, I felt the need to understand my role. I went to continue honing my craft in the US met like minded people and got to stumble, be awkward, fail, learn and grow with them. How blessed to have had this opportunity to learn and bond. I moved to LA, finally. I love my new home and the people I’ve met so far. I cannot express enough how grateful I am that I’ve reached this goal. I’ve wanted to take this time and space to think and feel away from Indonesia for awhile now. What I’m especially grateful for is the love and support from all of you, and so many new and old friends that have warmed my heart and held my hand when I needed it the most. You know who you are, I’m eternally grateful. It really takes a village to make things (and dreams) come true. So cheers to 2020 may we be the change we want to see in the world and hold hands to make (good) shit happen fast. 2020 I welcome you with an open (and peaceful) heart and mind. Wishing all of you a HEALTHY (Mind, Body and Soul) 2020 !!!! You deserve to win⚡️」1月2日 3時33分