ジェサ・ヒントンのインスタグラム(jessahinton) - 2月8日 10時59分

There are some days I’m extremely proud of my body, and other days I could cry. I still struggle with body dysmorphia and think I always will. I’ve come to terms with the fact that I have an issue with the mirror and what I see. Also, why I will never own a scale. Anorexia isn’t pretty. It’s scary and lonely. It does something to you and no matter what anyone says it doesn’t change your mind about the way you look / feel about yourself.
It’s been 7 years since I decided no more. No more hurting myself. No more lying about why I’m not eating. No more caring about what others thought about me. What my weight should be. What I should look like. Act like.
Fuck that. I was living for others. Not myself. It’s been 7 years since I started eating healthy and making better life decisions. This shit isn’t easy. It’s fucking hard. Every day is a challenge but I love the woman I’ve become. I’m stronger. I inspire others. I have people around me who support me and motivate me.
Every morning is a decision to be weak or to pull strength. I choose to be happy.
Now, when I’m hungry I eat. Whether it’s a smoothie, Protein bar or pizza.
People may look at someone and think they know their story, but 9 times out of 10 they don’t know Jack shit. I’m just like anyone else. I have insecurities and struggles. I hope the ladies (and gents) out there who battle with or have battled with an eating disorder sees this and knows they are not alone. I’m here for you ❤️
Thank you to the @1stphorm team for always being there for me and helping me when I’m feeling off. You guys have shared your struggles and I am forever grateful for your friendship and products💕 Including these little lights of my life ✨ Im in love with these bars 🍫 And all of you 🙏🏻 @1stphorm

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