ニッキー・ヒートンのインスタグラム(niykeeheaton) - 6月13日 12時32分

I wanted to post this photo because I felt pretty in it, & as I was about to upload it, I thought, is it worth it? Is it worth the hundreds of comments tearing me down, calling me ugly and fake, and disgusting? And in an instant, I no longer felt pretty in this photo. I hated myself and wanted to hide instead. You look at me and my photos and maybe see a pretty girl, or a fake bitch, or an attention-seeking porn star..but what you don’t see are the parts of my life I don’t advertise in filters. You don’t see that I’ve struggled with severe anxiety and depression since the age of seven, and continue to battle with it every minute of my life. You comment under captions, saying ‘ugly bitch, go kill yourself’, but what you don’t see is my constant and daily struggle against the suicidal thoughts & tendencies I try so hard to ignore.. You go out of your way to send private messages every day convincing me that not only am I disgusting and worthless, but I’d be better off dead.. what you don’t realize is how close to home you are. This rant isn’t about trying to gain pity from you, or even trying to appeal to the cyber bullies to change their ways..I am simply saying, the next time you see an IG page try to remember that behind that account is a person, a real human being..a soul that is likely broken.. a soul just like yours. Try to remember that your words could do more than shatter them.

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