レイチェル・ブレイセンのインスタグラム(yoga_girl) - 1月31日 07時51分

Lying on the couch eating pomelo. My pubic bone hurts so badly today I can't lift my legs, which wouldn't be so awful if I didn't have to pee every twenty minutes (literally). It takes me several minutes to stand up and every time I move I wince with pain. There is a fiery acid-like sensation burning through my ribcage that my midwife says is a pinched nerve, and I need to keep my right arm elevated all the time or I can't breathe. Everything is just so painful today. I realized earlier I can't go anywhere by car anymore because every bump in the road is excruciating and the dirt roads leading to my house are the worst they have ever been. I feel exhausted and uneasy at the same time; I want to do a million things but instead I'm just lying here. Eating pomelo. "Resting". Resting is hard! I'd rather be moving. I miss my asana practice, I miss walking the dogs, I miss moving freely. I feel so heavy. 36 weeks tomorrow. Some days are good, great even. Some days - today - are crap. I am so very done being pregnant now. One more week before I'm in the clear for home birth (need to hit 37). We have our birth pool ready and everything in order. Wondering how long Poppy will be. Today all day I felt like it could be any moment. Literally squeezing my legs together driving home from the supermarket? People tell me that's normal and that she could still take her sweet time... Let's see.
Not sure what I wanted with this post. Just sharing a mundane moment in a feed filled with complexity and outrage and politics, I guess. By the way, I will never stop voicing my opinions. I will never comply to what's "easier" just because it bothers some of you. I don't care if I lose followers or students or if it rubs some of you the wrong way. I won't stand idly by and if my words inspire just a single one of you to speak your own truth and stand up for those in need... Then I've succeeded.
Now, have to pee. Again. Wish me luck getting off this couch. x

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