レイチェル・ブレイセンのインスタグラム(yoga_girl) - 2月29日 06時45分

The past 24 hours I've been showered with so much love my eyes tear up just thinking about it. We went to one of the temples and a woman offered me Thai massage. Normally I wouldn't accept but I realized: I never let myself receive for no reason. So yesterday I did. It was dusk and I laid down on a blanket under a tree. I don't know how long she worked on me but when I opened my eyes it was pitch black. My entire body buzzing. She finished at the crown of my head and when she left, I felt her hands leave and Andreas hands take over. It was so clear. So real. I felt her, heard her, smelled her. She was sitting behind me, her palms pressing on my crown and third eye. Humming. I couldn't stop the tears from flowing and for the longest time we stayed like that, her humming, me crying. Olivia and Laura came over and held me and suddenly it was the four of us, wrapped up in a ball of love and tears and the kind of friendship you can't put into words. They felt her, too.
A major insight dawned on me, the jungle roaring: IT IS OK TO RECEIVE. I don't have to give and give to the world every second of the day. It's ok to just be held!
Since that moment I've been showered with healing and love. Everywhere I go people stop to hug me or thank me. I've been gifted fruit, crystals, kisses, squeezes... So much love. At one point I laid down to rest in the village and received a full body massage from an old friend, out of the blue. In the middle of it a woman came over and put lavender oil on my forehead, holding my hand, breathing with me. Someone sprayed me with ylang-ylang mist. Someone else dusted me with glitter and palo santo. It was so intense; so many people, giving. Just to give. I heard a girl say; "she really needs this. She lost her best friend" and he said "I know - I knew her". At the end he cracked my back and it turned into the longest hug and my heart burst open in the best possible way.
Andrea made this happen. She sat with me to help me understand I need to let love in and the outbursts of love and kindness I've received since then are too many to count. All I had to do was stop resisting.

The universe wants to hold you. Please let it. #thankyou

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