パンプキンさんのインスタグラム写真 - (パンプキンInstagram)「Hi everyone… I’m back. Well, to be honest I’m not very sure if I am. Before Toffee’s death I was sharing with you my journey of trying to “un-stick” my life and I was really trying my best. You guys shared with me advice, tips, tricks, everything to help that feeling of being overwhelmed and empty. I was really starting to get there too, listening to audio books, doing brainstorming charts, anything to help get me to the place where I felt clear in what I wanted to do with this journey. When Toffee died that all came crumbling down. I couldn’t make sense of any of it anymore. Do I sound whiny, am I droning on? Is there a point? I’m still not sure of any of it. I don’t have any answers. But I wanted to let you know I am still here, I desperately want to be here, write, make something of myself on this platform. And If you are still here thank you. You all are the best. I’ll do the best for you, for Toffee, and for Pumps. Xox」11月16日 3時34分