緒方友莉奈さんのインスタグラム写真 - (緒方友莉奈Instagram)「過去には戻れない。後悔を繰り返し涙を流した分だけ美しい涙がでるの。それは、濁りもなくただ純粋にそこにはたくさんのストーリーがあり。偽りの涙やエゴの涙やない恋をして。愛した故に欲しいと欲を出したら強欲にすぎないのだからそこには、自己満しかない。死を選ぶのは簡単。だけど受け止めるのは困難。キミの時間が止った時私の時間も止まった。鼻に通る管と血液と見る影もない優しい顔はたった一瞬で腫れ上がる肉体はなくなり骨となり言葉も時間も無くなる。一番つらいのは会いに行きたくても会えない事謝りたい事も私の成長も君には見えないから 19歳の私やない27歳の私を君には話せないから人は簡単に死ねと言う。死にたいひとなんかいない。みんな生きたいし楽しく笑いたい。だけど弱い生き物だから人を否定して生きてる事を実感したいんだよ。ご飯を食べれて。誰かと笑えて。誰かと時を過ごして。お互いを知り理解し失ってからはそれはできない。 You can't go back to the past. Repentance repeatedly. As much as I shed tears, I'm crying beautifully. It's not muddy. It's just that... Lots of stories There is. free from false tears or ego tears Love. Because I loved you. If you want it, It's just greed. There is nothing but self-fulfilling. It's easy to choose death. But it's hard to accept. When your time stopped, My time stopped too. The tube and the blood passing through the nose. The gentle face that doesn't have a trace of... swell up in just an instant The body disappears and becomes a bone. be at a loss for words and time. The hardest thing is that I will never see you again. the condition of not being able to see someone even if one wants to Whether I want to apologize or grow up, I can't stand you.Because I'm not in this world. I'm not a 19-year-old kid.Look at me, 27 years old, who worked so hard. I can't see you who I am now. People tell us to die easily. There's no one who wants to die. Everyone wants to live. I want to have fun. But he's a weak creature. It's hard to believe that you're living by denying people. I want to feel it. You can eat. Laugh with someone. Spend time with someone. We know each other, we understand each other. I can't do that after I lose it. #art #artwork #picture #paper #作品撮り #instaart #beautiful #instagood #masterpiece #creative #photooftheday #instaartist #graphic #graphics instaabstract #カメラ好きな人と繋がりたい #写真撮ってる人と繋がりたい #メイク」12月9日 3時55分