ナタリアなっちゃんさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ナタリアなっちゃんInstagram)「So this is a picture of me from about two years ago. I had written a song called “Babydoll Girlfriend” about a girl who was trying so hard to be perfect for the guy she loved, but nothing was good enough. I wasn’t allowed to talk to any of my friends, family, or leave the house because he had me convinced that I couldn’t be “trusted” because of my past (that had nothing to do with him in the first place). I was being sleep deprived, controlled, and the only thing I could do was write music. unfortunately, I could only write about certain themes without upsetting him... things started getting worse and worse, and so I finally left one day when he wasn’t home. It was fucking scary, but it was worth it. Here I am, two years later, releasing the same song about the girl that I used to be. I’m so glad that I don’t have this internal battle anymore!! I hope that if you feel like the girl in this song, you can recognize how unhealthy it is to live for somebody else, and take yourself out of that situation. It won’t get better, and you will slowly lose yourself until you don’t even know who you are or what your dreams are. When I look at this first photo, and then the rest of them, I’m so happy that I can be myself with people that accept me. Even though I feel ashamed to have let somebody else control ME, I’m happy that I finally ended it and took back control of my own life. I’ve never been very good at being open, but this song is really important to me and I just wanted to let u guys know why. Thank u all so much for your support, it means the world to me💗💗💗」10月31日 3時00分