アーデン・チョーのインスタグラム(arden_cho) - 5月21日 03時59分

This is probably the most time I’ve spent at home in the last 2 years & the last 2 months have been... quite the headache. I know this is a difficult time for everyone, so hang in there. I’m sure many of you can relate but I’ve never felt like adulting was so hard. When it rains it pours, am I right? One after another everything in my home broke down. Starting with a leaky shower, broken drain, flooding from the third floor to the second floor, ceiling cracking & needing to be fixed, mold from the flooding, kitchen sink leaking and even the AC unit busting.
Obviously with lockdown, everything is much slower to get repaired and I’m just sitting in chaos while still trying to run a company. In the midst of all this I think the hardest part is dealing with everything alone. My building even had break-ins so the cops had to come and I’ve been feeling scared to walk Chewy at night. Scary times we are living in... I called my mom the other day and she initially said, “이래서 남편이 필요하지 (this is why you need a husband)” and I was like, “where am I gonna find one during lockdown!” but then we both laughed and reminisced on stories of when she first immigrated and how hard things were for her when my dad was out of town for work. Even though she was alone with two kids in a country she was a stranger in, she made it, she survived and we turned out ok. Makes me feel like I’m not as alone and I’ll get through this. I remember moving to LA, alone at 22, that was scary too. Honestly, the last 12 years on my own have been incredibly difficult and the world seems crazy these days but being alone is nothing new and I’ll be fine. As will you. Whatever you are going through and wherever you are, just know you’ll be okay. Let’s just take it a day at a time. Here’s a throwback pic of me taking a moment to “stop & smell the flowers” I try to do this often these days. Yes things are falling apart, nothing is going right & acting/music is on pause but I’m thankful I still have a roof over my head, my parents are healthy, @chewy_cho is back to being healthy, I have food to eat and my friends are checking in on me. Ok, I’m done with my random mid week thoughts. Happy Wednesday. 🌼

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