アナリン・マッコードさんのインスタグラム写真 - (アナリン・マッコードInstagram)「“Some people are so poor, all they have is money.” I grew up with nothing. I dreamed big. I made my dreams come true. I lost them along the way, and all the while I thought each step defined me. I was nothing with nothing. I mattered when I made it. Then, I lost significance - I was even interviewed once on what it was like trying to “stay relevant in hollywood”. I felt so called out. I felt like it was so easy to matter one minute and to be yesterday’s news the next. I grew up feeling so invisible, so unseen. I wanted to be an actress because “maybe then someone would notice, maybe then they would finally SEE me.” Then, I found relationships where I never felt seen. I could be in a room full of people and feel completely alone. It’s ironic to me now - the truth is... *I never saw me. I would run, withdraw, disappear myself -pain seemed to come at me from every direction. I’d disappear myself and wonder why no one saw me. Today, I wake up every morning and say to myself, “Good morning, Baby Girl! How’d you sleep? How you feeling today?” (#CrazyLadyAdvice that really works). I’ve begun to build a friendship with the me inside. I check in with my Inner Child to make sure she’s feeling safe in the world, and that I’m making her dreams come true but this time from my Power not from Force (David Hawkins, M.D. Ph.D.). It’s a practice. Some days I check in more than others. The biggest change I’ve noticed is that the fear that I didn’t matter has begun to slip away. It’s begun to be replaced with actual self-love. Love requires time-spent. So Me, Myself and I do a lot of hanging and now I have a family wherever I go - right there on the inside. Nobody teaches us this sh*t. - So here’s me hoping this resonates with you -and perhaps you will build that family of you(s) inside so when all the riches fail you at the end of the day, you have true wealth built on a foundation of self-love. 💕💕」2月23日 16時57分