キム・ジャインさんのインスタグラム写真 - (キム・ジャインInstagram)「⠀ This year, I have been running so hard every moment for the Olympics. ⠀ After the unexpected finger injury, nothing was easy for me. However, I trained diligently because I didn’t want to disappoint myself. For that reason, I don’t regret for what I did, but I feel sorry for the people who supported and encouraged me. ⠀ The hardest things to bear after I failed to be qualified for the Olympics at Toulouse qualifying round were my thoughts. Though I was exhausted at times, I’ve been patiently enduring it for one goal. Now I am thinking whether it is worth doing it all over again for the one last ticket that is left at the Asian Championship. What will be there after all? ⠀ The very fact that I have to compete against my lovely friends (that are like my sisters) is too much to take. I am also exhausted by the Combine competition as I already been pushing myself so hard for it. ⠀ Even though I don’t have natural talent for it, I did better than I expected. In addition to that, I always have been climbing because I enjoyed it, and I didn’t want to allow that happy memory to be judged based on the Combine result. ⠀ “Why do I have to put all my efforts for the Combine game, and be hurt by it?” “Why did I want the Olympics? What for?” “Maybe I should stop climbing for the combine category, and do the real climbing which I truly love.” Thinking about these, I was so confused and sad for the past few days... ⠀ After going through so many thoughts and much emotions, I decided that I will go until the end of this challenge ahead of me. I am not sure what I should do or can do for the next 5 months until the Asian Championship. And I’m really not sure if I can be an Olympian at the end. Whatever the result might be, I feel that I should finish and wrap up my challenge until the very end. ⠀ There were so many people supporting me until the end of my last competition this year. I would like to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH.」12月4日 15時17分