ジェナ・マローンのインスタグラム(jenamalone) - 12月6日 18時59分

(personal prayer// don’t take this personal)
This year has been the hardest/ most important of my life
Leaving california ,my friends and my family to seek a new life of balance &sustainability for me and my son
Navigating the ever changing waters of being a single mother in a way that feels authentic to me
Learning how to create space for myself as a woman and artist
Starting to put one foot back in the door of picking up where I left my work and passions pre pregnancy
Buying a tiny house and starting a life in a place where I didn’t know a soul
Healing and tending my relationship with my mother
Healing and tending my relationship with my ex partner and building the light we want to exude for our son
Rediscovering my sexuality after having a child
Falling deeply in love with a man whom spoke of marriage and his deep love for my son only to be completely discarded by him almost overnight ( that was a rough one )
Started smoking cigarettes again ( the worst addiction I’ve ever known)
Finally completely quitting them ( almost two weeks strong now! accepting light and love and all forms of support)
Discovering I have an auto immune disease with no cure ( psoriasis)
Just battling and loving and learning and giving and feeling so empty only to wake with my heart so full again and again.

My work this year has been learning to be open to my own suffering. Overcoming my fear of the mess pain causes. Looking into the lions mouth and realizing that it’s actually the truest path towards my higher self. Pain is the fast track towards human evolution if you can find the courage to accept it. I’m still learning this/allowing this muscle to flourish. I wake every day to the light of my beautiful son and in the next moment hear stories of the earth burning and people deeply hurting and toxic old paradigms still having a strong hold on the human heart. It feels like too much sometimes. It’s so easy to be overwhelmed by your inability to change anything in this world. Just the ability to change your own human impulses seems wildly hard most days. I’ve decided to not be silent in this journey of learning to lasso my fear and embrace this evolution. Staying open to what comes

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