エム・フォードのインスタグラム(mypaleskinblog) - 9月24日 02時40分

People keep asking me where I’ve been, and why I haven’t been posting as much... the truth is, that I’ve been sick, super sick. ? and there’s no worse feeling than knowing you’ve lost months of your life and no matter how hard you try... you won’t ever get them back, and even more frustratingly - not knowing why.

I feel like I’ve had every test done In the world ? from checking for Lupus, to spending what felt like an eternity worrying and waiting to know if I have a brain tumour (all clear) or if I had a stroke in my sleep.
I’ve lost hearing in one ear, couldn’t remember words, how to form sentences, often the ability to use my hands & arms as well as constant exhaustion and pain amongst a never ending series of things that just didn’t make sense to me or my doctors. But I’m still here. I’m okay, I’m pushing through, and I’m being the best me I can be ❤️. 6 months ago I actually celebrated sending 2 emails in one day, and in September I finished filming You Look Disgusting 2 - with a team of around 40+ people.
There are good days and bad days, but just know that I’ve spent the past few months working my butt off as best as I can, making some insane content which I can’t wait to share with you - and trying to be back to just being a happy and healthy me ❤️ thanks for waiting, watching and always being so welcoming. ❤️ love you all xx #skinpositivity

Edit: thank you so much for the love ? you guys. OMG me heart ?❤️. I will look into what you’re saying re: Lyme and check if we’ve already tested for it. Also - I don’t have implants so wouldn’t be implant disease :(

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