Robin May Flemingのインスタグラム(robinmay) - 8月15日 11時00分
Today began at 6:12 AM, my knuckles jammed into my eyes as I rode the pain from my dreams into my dimly lit bedroom.
I wasn't sure how I'd get to my staff meeting at 8. I rolled onto my side. I rolled back onto my back and squinted up at the ceiling. The fan made me dizzy.
Matt brought me coffee and a bagel—the caffeine boosts my pain meds, the carbs soften the blow. I felt marginally more human. I got dressed.
With a baseball cap pulled low over my eyes, I braved the humid morning, shamelessly grateful for the wildfire smoke that dialled the summer's blazing sun down to bearable.
I got through my meeting. I wondered why anyone would ever want me to work for them. I shoved my insecurities in a garbage can where they belong.
A few hours later, flat on the couch, I felt my soul stir. I thought about the brand new e-bike that had so far only seen the inside of our garage. I asked Matt if he wanted to go for a ride. He said yes.
And guys?
For the first time in YEARS I felt free.
Dear @blixbike. You don't know me. But you gave me my life back today. Chronic pain can be unpredictable, but it's predictably bulldozed just about every good, active thing in my life, for as long as I can remember. Until this.
The thrill of passing my husband on a hill, my laughter on the breeze making him laugh twice as hard.... Well, it was a gift that I graciously accept. And those tears that streamed down my cheeks as I rattled across a bridge I'd only ever glimpsed from the highway, faraway through the trees?
They were the happiest tears. I swear. ?
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