猫コスプレのインスタグラム(cat_cosplay) - 1月19日 06時24分

Nott was an important build.

I've alluded to the fact that I've been going through a massive depression for the last half year. This is the First costume that I've made that I haven't destroyed immediately after. For those of you that don't know I had a massive setback as my first failure in a contracted build in September that rocked my confidence. I've been struggling to make some of the simplest things since then, like swimming Upstream in Rapids every time I would sit down to craft.

I've been terrified of failing myself. I've been terrified of failing all of you. I have a massive massive case of imposter syndrome constantly tearing down my self-esteem.
These are part of the reason that I've had a patreon page all set up for almost a year but have never launched it.

I struggled sitting down to craft Nott even though the costume is exceptionally simple. The fact that she turned out adequate will hopefully give me the Boost I need to get back into flowing creatively.

Hey if Nott can find a way to become more than what the world assumes of her, maybe so can I.

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